My mom emotionally and mentally abused me and would pretty much blame me for being born. I thought life was finally gonna get better and I definitely was happy for a period… until my mom’s mental illness got worse. I arrived in Oregon at my grandma’s house where I lived when I was a baby. My stepmom cried a lot that day as I was all she had. But sometimes you need to just take care of yourself. My only problem: I didn’t want to leave my stepmom with him. He finally said yes and the next day I was off. I got in contact with my mom’s side of the family and my aunt called my dad begging him and convincing him. He agreed to letting me go but the day before the flight he said: ‘Did you actually think I was gonna let you go?’ I was super excited but stressed because my dad wasn’t making up his mind officially. My biological grandpa booked me a ticket to fly from Virginia, back to Oregon so I could live with my mom. I told my dad I was going to call the cops and so he called my birth mom. I forced my dad to call my mom and said I didn’t want to live with him any longer. He also choked me because of people I was watching online who had a ‘gay’ accent and the fact that I’d made many discoveries about my birth mom’s side of the family. I also started discovering my sexuality and who I was.īut then my dad went through my iPad and found out I’d been talking to my mom and that I was watching a lot of YouTubers who ‘sounded gay’ to him. ‘He choked me because I was watching videos of people online who had “gay” accents’ My dad would definitely pick on me for being feminine and bullied me because of it. I experienced a lot of racism at school. I saw everything and I had to go to school the next day and stay silent. I remember one incident where he beat her so badly her face gushed blood. That changed right away as his true colors started coming out as he started abusing my stepmom. I, at the time, thought of my dad as a hero and an amazing person. After six years of hell – including dad cheating on my stepmom – he decided to bring my stepmom and I back to Virginia, United States. ‘He beat her so badly her face gushed blood’Īs a citizen of the United States, I could’ve returned anytime but my dad made sure that wouldn’t happen. She wanted to make sure I was okay since the assassination of Benazir Bhutto occurred nearby. I would find pictures of my mom laying around and get beat up for even asking who she was.Īfter a while, they did let me talk to her as my mom called the US embassy multiple times and they came to visit me. The family I was staying with controlled me a lot and I was not allowed to ever know anything about my birth mom or talk to her on the phone. However my stepmom and I created a bond and stuck together. I saw things a kid should never have to see and dealt with many abuses, including by teachers. He then got married to my stepmom and left us there with his family. My dad and I moved to Virginia and within six months, he decided to take me to Pakistan – where he was born and grew up. When I was around four years old, my parents decided to get divorced and my mom gave me up to my dad knowing he was abusive. My dad was extremely abusive to my mother and it only got worse when I was born. It led to me being born two months premature. When using a search engine such as Google, Bing or Yahoo check the safe search settings where you can exclude adult content sites from your search results Īsk your internet service provider if they offer additional filters īe responsible, know what your children are doing online.My mom got pregnant with me as an accident and then both my parents decided to abort me. Use family filters of your operating systems and/or browsers Other steps you can take to protect your children are: More information about the RTA Label and compatible services can be found here. Parental tools that are compatible with the RTA label will block access to this site. We use the "Restricted To Adults" (RTA) website label to better enable parental filtering. Protect your children from adult content and block access to this site by using parental controls. PARENTS, PLEASE BE ADVISED: If you are a parent, it is your responsibility to keep any age-restricted content from being displayed to your children or wards. Furthermore, you represent and warrant that you will not allow any minor access to this site or services. This website should only be accessed if you are at least 18 years old or of legal age to view such material in your local jurisdiction, whichever is greater. You are about to enter a website that contains explicit material (pornography).